invisible ink lines the walls of my mind, casts a shadow as the river runs dry, is there happiness on the other side, or is existance just a waste of time,

strawberry gummies and clove-covered lips, a caretaker and two lovelies to hold and to kiss, friendships to uphold, fans to please, emotions falter and I fall to my knees,

see, there’s beauty in the darkness and pureness in the light, my own imperfections keep me up at night, cursed at, right, I deserve this, night, selfish desires caused an external plight, scared to breathe and be in sight, sometimes feel I might as well die,

sigh, look what you’ve done [tyler], you can’t say goodbye because you have loved ones, a mother who’d cry, friends who’d mourn, a fanbase filled with adoration and more,

I can’t stop now when I’m just about to soar. I’ll step out that door, reach into my core, and someday face the traumas and hardships that leave me worn, torn shirts, hearts too, mine now beats for you, shoot.